Well the big countdown for me has begun, Yes I am returning!!!..to Beautiful Vancouver Island and more importantly to the love of my life..:)..seems so far away but close enough now to count the days away.. A Christmas away from home and family is one thing i never thought i would want but to experience a hopefully white one (friggin freezn)..and to share it with the man i love is a dream come true. To all those i love at home..man, enjoy that summer sun and hot Christmas, I will be thinking of you all..xo..I plan on being there by the 5th dec..so my countdown is to the beginning of Dec, yeeeehaaaaaaaaa, how many more sleeps?..193....I am sooooo excited!! BIG plans for Christmas and I havent felt so happy for a very long time!!
Wow
its now 8 months later!...what can I say..not that I didnt want to write about my trip, was so much anticipation leading up to it and i put everything I had into this trip and focussed on it with everything I had to make being away from the man I love easier to bear and easier to get me through the time when we would be together again. The leadup to Christmas was spectacular, very exciting, and being with Harry again was the best feeling, we had so much fun together getting ready for the big day.Christmas wasn't quite as I had imagined it would be ... for one thing, no snow!! but despite that I had the most amazing time. Leaving again, leaving behind the man I love so much was really difficult and not knowing when i would see him again or when my ultimate goal would come to fruition was even more difficult........since i have been back life has gone on and i surround myself with work and take on more and more to try and keep myself occupied so i don't dwell on things too much..I know what I want and I wait...I wait for something that is out of my control, some kind of furry little thing called ducks, not sure i put all my faith in relying on birds tho but somehow it must be important,.just sorry things did not work out the way i expected this trip and Im really unsure why, or how it effects my plans for the future. i have come to the conclusion that one should not "PLAN" or pin their hopes on anything unless you are prepared for a fall, but i know its just a matter of timing, perfect timing if there ever is a perfect time Im not sure but I certainly hope so.
October 2011
Not a lot of action here, hoping i can come back and finish this off someday..but for now....The Universe must have some other plans for me I think...i will be back when i have some exciting news and this is not so difficult for me to blog about..
